Here are a list of things that I currently want to try and do with my life:

- open a food truck/bakery
- open a co-op/gallery
- go to grad school
- make art and work on getting it shown anywhere and everywhere always and forever

I am in panic mode. For the second time in my life, I have no idea what my future holds but this time I actually have bills to pay. I am a planner. I make lists and complete them [mostly]. It is almost impossible for me to function without knowing what is going on present and future. Too many things up in the air, the sun is too bright to see where they are and I’m afraid of standing underneath them when they fall. I don’t want to choose incorrectly again. I’m perfectly okay with failing, just not when it comes to finances.